I Have Severe OCD | The Secret Life of Lele Pons


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It’s no secret Lele Pons is one of the most successful social media icons with over 40 million followers and considered an internet trailblazer for her contributions to various platforms. Known for her unfiltered videos, candid humor and crazy stunts, Lele’s storytelling arch takes a more serious tone as she opens up to the world with her deepest secret. Through access to private moments, emotional interviews and never seen before footage, Lele reveals her life long struggle with OCD among other mental health conditions and doesn’t shy away from the most intimate details of her battle.
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Produced by: Shots Studios
Directed by: Alicia Zubikowski


  • Lele Pons
    Lele Pons13 ditë më parë

    Thank you everyone for supporting me. I hope you enjoy this docu-series and learn about OCD, Tourettes, and other things. LIKE the video if you watch it! I'll see you next Tuesday for episode 2 :)

  • Flores E

    Flores E

    3 ditë më parë

    I love you and I Respect you

  • Kaitlan Gabbitas

    Kaitlan Gabbitas

    6 ditë më parë

    I am so sorry I love you lele u am crying because my cousin when thought the same thin I am sorry 😭😭😭I love u

  • Laura Schmidt

    Laura Schmidt

    10 ditë më parë

    I am your biges fan lele!

  • Eric


    13 ditë më parë

    I love you lele pons

  • Jady Clovis

    Jady Clovis

    13 ditë më parë

    I love u Lele

  • Suemi Sharep
    Suemi Sharep6 orë më parë

    I’m gonna cry.......... oh no ............... come on me I can’t start crying......... man my tears come out fast

  • Nightdr3am3r
    Nightdr3am3r6 orë më parë


  • arnav vijeth
    arnav vijeth6 orë më parë

    You inspire a lot of people

  • arnav vijeth
    arnav vijeth6 orë më parë

    I like you you are soo strong

  • Evelyn Delgado
    Evelyn Delgado6 orë më parë

    i’ve watched you for years and to find this out about you had made me like you even more. stay strong lele everything will be alright ❤️

  • Indigenous alliance movement I.a.m
    Indigenous alliance movement I.a.m7 orë më parë

    Poor you, woe is you Lele

  • Max Aaron
    Max Aaron7 orë më parë

    I’m trying to browse memes get out of my way

  • BlueBerry Muffins
    BlueBerry Muffins7 orë më parë

    <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="883">14:43</a> i have that same pillow the one with the Eiffel tower and flowers! :P

  • ThePlaythroughCarl
    ThePlaythroughCarl7 orë më parë

    I feel really bad for judging your content, when I didn't know the state of your mental health. I apologise.

  • Emiliano Hernandez
    Emiliano Hernandez7 orë më parë

    Lmao this shit is the only funny and good content that lelepons has made in her whole career

  • LeksiTalksALot
    LeksiTalksALot7 orë më parë

    I also have OCD but it is very minor. I can’t believe she has to go through this and she’s so strong with where she is

  • John Doe
    John Doe7 orë më parë

    Poor Lele...

  • lockdownmatt
    lockdownmatt7 orë më parë

    Wowwwwwww I suffer from the same shit

  • mayeflower ama
    mayeflower ama7 orë më parë

    I owe you an apology, mental health condition or not you're a human and I'm so sorry for being negative towards you

  • Ok
    Ok7 orë më parë

    I want the typa ocd when you have to lift weights every minute

  • Rafael gnz
    Rafael gnz7 orë më parë

    you are not different no one is different God loves you and us

  • summer lilly
    summer lilly7 orë më parë

    I feel her pain I have adhd too.

  • Yasmine
    Yasmine7 orë më parë

    This may or may not have confirmed that I also have OCD.

  • leda marrassa
    leda marrassa7 orë më parë

    Yeah i also apologize for talking bad about you in the beginning. But even though you have ocd you still managed to become famous and rich so props to you. I guess i talk bad to people beacuse how bad my life is.

  • Peyton Smith
    Peyton Smith7 orë më parë

    Omg cry about it

  • Jayson Candelario
    Jayson Candelario7 orë më parë

    I’m only here because of Cody Ko

  • Logan H
    Logan H7 orë më parë

    Ocd but you still have a mole on one side of your face

  • Katy Bauer
    Katy Bauer7 orë më parë

    It’s a daily struggle. Even other people with ocd never get me. But I struggle like this too. And no one ever thinks it’s real or that I’m serious.

  • [よよヤズ]YOYOYAZU
    [よよヤズ]YOYOYAZU7 orë më parë

    Ugh I used to have to lean on the door when I was younger I had to lean on it and press it three times to make it more ''closed'' to the point I'd get so upset if I didnt get to do it like break down crying

  • Genesis Genesiss
    Genesis Genesiss7 orë më parë

    Glad I saw this video , always thought you were funny but I’m glad I got to see a deeper side. I struggle with ocd , depression and Trichotillomania. I’m glad you’re showing that ocd isn’t just some miner thing , it can really effect people drastically . Anyone else suffering with this and any other issues , you are not alone💙.

  • Adash Dhakal
    Adash Dhakal7 orë më parë

    Oh shut up. Next time your gonna have multiple Identity disorder

  • Unicorn Cookie
    Unicorn Cookie7 orë më parë

    Is this real?

  • Unicorn Cookie

    Unicorn Cookie

    7 orë më parë

    Nvm I guess it is real I’m so sorry you have to go threw this

  • Cobalt _
    Cobalt _7 orë më parë

    that's a you problem.

  • * f l o o f *
    * f l o o f *7 orë më parë

    I thought you said you had covid-

  • Dahntae Deluna
    Dahntae Deluna7 orë më parë

    It takes a lot of bravery to admit this struggle!

  • Jayson Candelario

    Jayson Candelario

    7 orë më parë

    Not really

  • Zubair Shah
    Zubair Shah7 orë më parë

    You are so brave and courageous Lele while trying to overcome your internal problems One more thing many girls don't have is a mole left side of your face which makes you super gorgeous

  • Charlotte Toland
    Charlotte Toland7 orë më parë

    I would like to apologize. I used to say I had OCD when I didn’t even know what it was, I thought it was cool. After watching this, I figured out what it is. I’m so sorry Lele, I love you! ❤️

  • Iishea G6
    Iishea G67 orë më parë

    Don't say that I actually like your videos they make me smile a lot don't listen to negativity listen to positivity AKA your biggest fan

  • Morgan James
    Morgan James7 orë më parë

    Wow this really changed my mind and opened it.

  • Mr. Caucasian guy
    Mr. Caucasian guy7 orë më parë

    For all the people that disliked this video you should be ashamed of yourself

  • gwenyth everhart
    gwenyth everhart7 orë më parë


  • Lionheart
    Lionheart7 orë më parë

    Me and my three siblings had some sort of OCD as kids I think. I think a lot of people probably do at a young age, it just comes in phases, thankfully, unlike Lele’s. I remember that I had to turn the lights on three times, I had to look at something three times, if I moved my eyes a certain way, I had to do it three times, etcetera. I remember how frustrating it was to deal with that for however long it lasted, and I can’t imagine what it must be like to live with that for your entire life. Trying to live with it and function in your adult life.

  • Chunky le munkey
    Chunky le munkey7 orë më parë

    No u

  • Cece
    Cece7 orë më parë

    Intrusive thoughts here!

  • Janet Flores
    Janet Flores7 orë më parë

    No lisent to them because you're the best

  • dillpickle1317
    dillpickle13177 orë më parë

    I personally don’t like your content, but as someone who has dealt with severe mental illness, I empathize with your struggles and respect your strength and ability to heal while in the public eye

  • Nishant Manda
    Nishant Manda7 orë më parë

    Moral: never judge anything a person does because maybe they do it for a reason

  • sailor
    sailor7 orë më parë

    <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="54">0:54</a> LMFAOAOOOOOO

  • Aida Criswell
    Aida Criswell7 orë më parë

    Ps I think you are the best and you are amazing

  • Mr. Caucasian guy
    Mr. Caucasian guy7 orë më parë

    I will always respect people with OCD including Lele Pons

  • Mr. Caucasian guy

    Mr. Caucasian guy

    7 orë më parë

    And all diseases and disorders

  • Gloria Castillo
    Gloria Castillo7 orë më parë

    Stay strong hun! I always enjoyed your content!😁🥰 I wont ever say I truly understand, but I come to say you are very strong! Love you girl!!!❤❤

  • Cathy Delgado
    Cathy Delgado7 orë më parë

    You look pretty lele pons

  • lmitchell565
    lmitchell5657 orë më parë


  • Xplanet91X
    Xplanet91X7 orë më parë

    Holy shit

  • Briana Rivera
    Briana Rivera7 orë më parë

    HI LELE😁😁

  • wonhos tittys
    wonhos tittys7 orë më parë

    So what if she struggles, everyone stuggles as well, some people even have it worse than her. The only reason people care about her is because she's famous, if she wasn't, she would just be another person in the crowd.

  • Cole Miller
    Cole Miller7 orë më parë

    Shut uo

  • Samantha Sale
    Samantha Sale7 orë më parë

    This reminds me so much of the book turtles all the way down. I dont have OCD and I don't know if this book is an accurate representation, but it made me have more empathy for this disorder. It sounds scary in the book and crazier in real life.

  • Bryanna Cali
    Bryanna Cali7 orë më parë

    I have a close friend who I’ve been with through her OCD (I know it’s not the same as actually having it), but it has just always angered me when I see people who think OCD is funny and think they have it. I guess what I’m saying is that I’m glad someone with a big following is spreading this knowledge to people who don’t know what it is and abuse the term.

  • Carlton Collier
    Carlton Collier7 orë më parë

    Lele it’s ok

  • Nataly Criollo
    Nataly Criollo7 orë më parë

    I love you lele

  • sailor star 101
    sailor star 1017 orë më parë

    OCD and severe clinical depression and PTSD and it's really hard everyone around you telling you you're not good enough lele you are amazing try to not focus on all these bad people because there are so many people who love you and admire you cuz you're great Lele

  • Koko Koko
    Koko Koko7 orë më parë

    Thank you for raising awareness!!!

  • Black Shamrock
    Black Shamrock7 orë më parë

    I don’t really care that much also like everyone has OCD also it’s not that serious my mom died and I’m apparently this is more serious

  • CatsWhoLove


    7 orë më parë

    wtf this comment is great

  • Ailsa Ni

    Ailsa Ni

    7 orë më parë

    Producers :Make sure to include her taking a shower in the first 3 min or else no one will watch 🙄

  • Maria Ildefonso
    Maria Ildefonso7 orë më parë

    Omg i cant believe how hard it is living your life like that. Lol. Lots of love ♥️♥️♥️😁😁

  • Ailsa Ni

    Ailsa Ni

    7 orë më parë

    I’m so glad to see this

  • yulie 05
    yulie 057 orë më parë

    I can relate Lele, I also suffer from an O.C.D but alot of people just see us and say "Oh, look she has everything and she has no problems." Its a pity most don't know what happens when we are alone.

  • Savannah Sontiogo
    Savannah Sontiogo7 orë më parë

    she so presiuse we need to make sure shes ok at all costs especially now🥺❤️💯

  • Derek Escalante
    Derek Escalante7 orë më parë

    "You dont get to 500 million friends without making a few enemies."

  • Robert Ramirez
    Robert Ramirez7 orë më parë

    If you actually have OCD then you should go fix all your videos

  • Clay Bruh

    Clay Bruh

    7 orë më parë

    ItzBurpee imagine following a narcissist

  • ItzBurpee


    7 orë më parë

    Imagine having such an insignificant and boring life that you have to shit on someone

  • Brianne Washington
    Brianne Washington7 orë më parë

  • Tara Ferguson
    Tara Ferguson7 orë më parë

    you never know what’s going on in someone else’s world. Thank you for reminding me. You got it girl

  • Sam Windom
    Sam Windom7 orë më parë

    I dont know if this will help but with all the stuff ur going through I will subscribe

  • ItzBurpee
    ItzBurpee7 orë më parë

    Honestly thought this was click bait

  • Josiah Sosa
    Josiah Sosa7 orë më parë

    I hope diesel patches watches this dumb shit😂✌️

  • ItzBurpee


    7 orë më parë


  • auqilia
    auqilia7 orë më parë

    I’m so sorry. When I was younger I had mild OCD but I still can’t begin to imagine what you have to go through everyday. I truly hope that you can see how amazing you are.

  • Shyrlene Mascary
    Shyrlene Mascary7 orë më parë

    It incredible that peolle think someone life is perfect but dont know what inside

  • Jake Ochs
    Jake Ochs7 orë më parë

    you’d think the OCD would make her obsess over having actual content. sadly, nope

  • ItzBurpee


    7 orë më parë

    Imagine having such an insignificant and boring life that you have to shit on someone

  • Ari!
    Ari!8 orë më parë

    Lmao Lele of all people

  • ItzBurpee


    7 orë më parë


    MEGA KNIGHT SPAMER78 orë më parë

    She so thicc

  • CatsWhoLove


    7 orë më parë


  • Noobietron1
    Noobietron18 orë më parë

    Sucks to be you.

  • Etienne Mogilevsky
    Etienne Mogilevsky8 orë më parë

    I’m so glad to see this

  • So Marina
    So Marina8 orë më parë

    Producers :Make sure to include her taking a shower in the first 3 min or else no one will watch 🙄

  • TheSkinnyPotato
    TheSkinnyPotato8 orë më parë


  • John Frootlopez
    John Frootlopez8 orë më parë

    Ok but no one gives a shit

  • CatsWhoLove


    7 orë më parë

    @ItzBurpee imagine not being able to come up with new comments

  • ItzBurpee


    7 orë më parë

    Imagine having such an insignificant and boring life that you have to shit on someone

  • cptcool93


    8 orë më parë

    I agrreeee

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